Fragility of a Butterfly

MELODY OF
MONOTONY

came and gone

hi people, i have shifted.
(: this will be my last post

bye!

loves, mo

"for by Thy grace and by Thy mercy, i have been saved"

Labels: "Rejoice evermore."

three simple words 1:35 AM

you're comfort and shelter

mo the emo came to visit just now.
but's she's gone now (:
sermon was good.
ian preached about heaven and hell (:
just a not so in-depth touch on though.
still, it was good ((:

my heart is set.
my priorities are set.
my mind is set.
my soul is set.
i'm all set.
to follow You.
no one else before you.
Oh Lord, don't let me stray.
keep me close.
guide me to the path you've laid before me.
prepare my heart for all that's impending.
for i was crushed and far from You.
and yet You came with loving arms to pick me up.
i'll follow You.
from now and till forever.
from here to the ends of the earth.
i will follow You.

Shout to the Lord
My Jesus, my Savior,
Lord, there is none like You;
All of my days I want to praise
the wonders of Your mighty love.

My comfort, my shelter,
tower of refuge and strength;
Let ev'ry breath, all that I am,
never cease to worship You.

(Chorus)
Shout to the Lord, all the earth, let us sing
Power and Majesty, praise to the King;
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name.

I sing for joy at the work of your hands,
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.

(repeat)

Shout to the Lord, all the earth, let us sing
Power and Majesty, praise to the King;
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name.
I sing for joy at the work of your hands,
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.

Labels: comfort and refuge in You, His Highest

three simple words 10:24 PM

realise

i guess some promises and things said do hold void after 2 months.

not every thing is said.
not every thing has to be said.
not every thing is showed.
not every thing has to be showed.
you were not my every thing.
but you were my everything.
were.
no more.

mo is listening to "Realise"

Take time to realize
That your warmth is
Crashing down on me
Take time to realize
That I am on your side
Well didn't I, didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now

Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize
This could all pass you by
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, but

It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other

Just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now owa, owa ohh
Realize
Realize
Realize
Realize
uh-ohhh

Labels: be my strength

three simple words 2:31 PM

stop and shop

whooo!
i didn't study much again today!
hahaha. XP went to plaza sing after having breaky with sak and after know that
HISTORY LECTURE HAD BEEN CANCELLED.
HAHA!
anyways, we were suppose to look for her bible at trumpet praise but turned out that they didn't have the one she wants.
so i got her a journal from trumpet praise instead.
it's a really pretty journal with a violin and words saying "amazing grace..." on the front page (:
got myself Left Behind 1, 2 and 3!
XD happiness!
teehee.
ooh!! bei was really sweet too.
got me a bookmark (x
it says -

i asked Jesus
"how much do You love me?"
"this much"
He answered and He stretched out His arms and died.

so sad and sweet right!
well, i cried )x
hahas. love the bookmark!

How Great is our God! =D

loves Jesus! (:

mo is waiting (:

ooh. i got a prayer journal too! *shushsss!*

And he sath unto me, Write
-Revelation 21:5

but not expecting

loves, mo (:

Labels: 神、私は愛してる

three simple words 9:21 PM

discipline

pray for strength mo, pray.

Labels: miracles of prayers

three simple words 9:14 PM

just feeling sucky.

you know what?
looking back to the past three weeks i realised i have really done nothing much at all.
don't have the misconception that when i said that i'm out to study i really studied a lot -.-
out of the 10 hours mo claims to study,
8 are for slacking and talking and procrastinating.
1 for the loo for i always go to the toilet multiple times.
and the other one for actual studying.
how sad can this me.
i'm quite ready to flunk prelims again.

Labels: Lord calm my soul

three simple words 10:34 PM

i will sing Hallelujah

irritating.

i will believe in Jesus' name with all my heart, soul and mind.
because i know he is the way, the truth and the light.
i've been wrong many times.
i'm a sinful man often.
but God asked me- mo, why was Jesus crucified?
then i understood.
because Jesus loves me.
so much so that God gave His only Son,
Jesus to be our sacrificial Lamb.
it is because Jesus loves me so much that i'm saved.
and for all my doubts that often harbored.
they shall be gone.
they are gone.
because it's true. Jesus had forgiven me long ago.
all of my sins.
and He loves me. very much.
though we're on this battlefield with sins and the devil everyday.
know and trust in the Lord. Jesus is always there. just waiting for you to call out and upon His Name,
my God will come and save.
because He already had (:

Labels: ceaseless gratitude (:

three simple words 2:11 AM

tears of joy!

have you ever realised that the skies are ever-changing?
nothing ever stays the same for today and for tomorrow.
just like friends who come and go.
but i know, like the sun, my Father in Heaven is always only the faithful one.
never-changing in His love.
Always there. for me.

(:

WHOOO!!!
going to zoo with YF tomorrow!
cikalakapiahpiah! cikalakapiahpiah!
lalalas~ i'm super excited!!
i've not been to the zoos for CENTURIES!
hahas. that's exaggerated alright =p
what's more!
it's my first trip out with YF!
WHEE~ can't wait! =DD

went to alvin's church again with bei (:
it's an amazing night.
not only because sermon was good.
but because i could really see God working through so many many children of God! =D
the most beautiful part is this,
bei is almost ready to receive Christ as her Lord and Saviour!
[don't be afraid! don't hold back! isaiah 40:10 digest for awhile more and you'd have realise that God has already open the eyes of your heart!]
=DD Praise God!! Hallelujah!
i can't wait to share more and more with her! =D
GOD loves loves loves you!! :D
i love you too! XD

"Your love is amazing, steady and unchanging
Your love is a mountain, firm beneath my feet
Your love is a mystery, how You gently lift me
When I am surrounded, Your love carries me"

can't wait for our Father in Heaven to do more extraordinary and mighty work amongst us! =DD

"Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Your love makes me sing
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Your love makes me sing"

i want to just sing and praise God all night long! WHEE~

"Your love is surprising, I can feel it rising
All the joy that's growing deep inside of me
Every time I see You, all Your goodness shines through
And I can feel this God song, rising up in me"

okay, enough for today.

yesterday went for breakfast with mummy and daddy in the morning (:
then went home to rest for awhile before going for a short morning run
yes, mo is running more and more nowadays because she thinks she's growing fatter -.-
hahaha! anyway! i felt really satisfied after the run though it was really short! ((:
when out with mei and mummy, met daddy at Raffles City so we can lunch together!
had our usual Sushi Tei! XD yumyum~
teehee.
went shopping after that(:
didn't shop much, mood wasn't there =x
haha. shan't tell you what i bought =p
but i can tell you i'm really happy with my new swimsuit and watch!
=D i love my new watch!
it's SUPER pretty and has vibrating alarm function!
hahha. damn cool damn cool.
though, it might not be as cool as someone's *ahem*

okay, it's not clear.
but heck! i love my watch! hee.
okay, as you not know,
this is my first watch after, say, 6 years of not wearing a watch?
hahaha, still not very used to it.
always forget to wear it too. haha.

anyway! met cheryl at 6-tish. (:
miss her sooo much luh!
we were suppose to go over to Kath's chalet to drink
but had to head home early,
otherwise my cousin might be stranded outside home!
so we forsake the liquor there.
oh! anyway, i met alot of my innova juniors there too.
hahaha.
namely, seet, nash, benedict and fyn.
lol. unexpected!
anyway, we left early and cabbed to the 7-11 near my house from ns hometeam chalet
hahha. had maggi mee in 7-11. eating and standing!
haha! once in a lifetime experience!
lucky the company was awesome! [my super hon la]
cos the maggi we chose sucked ):
hahhas!
after that we bought a mini bottle of martell and a big bag of chips before heading home (:
well, darnk and played games with bei too. haas!
fun and not very high. but FUN.

comparison (: cheryl the tomato

SEE! i wasn't the last one to finish it okay! XP

that's how we slept! hehe.

okay, this is very bad for my health.
i've gotta stop.
all the late nights and drinking. HAHA!

cheryl darling! you're getting too skinny!
no good no good!
i'll be praying for you!
see the doc soon okay!
i love you hon!

took photos of my precious winter!
she's grown but not much! jiayou grow up my baobei! =D

woke up duper early the day before too!
join mummy and daddy for dinner too (:
WAH. i see many innovians mugging like siao at civic starbucks too!
DIES.
studied. but slacked more.

plans for tomorrow! (:
-QLC
-zoo
-dinner wit mosy
-study with bei at t2 SB! =D

today's still the awesomest! =D
for our God is an awesome God!
"amazing grace how sweet the sound"

greatest works.
greatest miracles.
greatest God!

=D

loves, mo(:
tears of joy

Labels: awesome God, ceaseless gratitude (:

three simple words 12:05 AM

Complete and made perfect in You

watched Left Behind 1 and 2.
it reveals much.
not as much as the Bible of course!
but enough.
enough to make me cry.
as how weak the human flesh is.
how easily is the human mind manipulated.
how much how much we need to rely on Someone.
and that Person, is our Messiah.
Jesus Christ.
how much did God teach me?
i can't count.
cause He's been teaching me and preparing me since before i knew it.
even right now.
i know, and i believe, and God is working in me and you in a very special way that is exclusively in us only.
i love my God!
=D

new song i wanna share too!

Complete by parachute band

Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice--my open heart.
I offer up my life.
I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you, Lord
In Your strength will I break through, Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
And I will be complete in You.

Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice--my open heart.
I offer up my life.
I look to You, Lord.
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
And by faith, I will walk on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day,
And I will be complete in..

I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears.

Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And I pray I will hold on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
And I will be complete in
I will be complete in
I will be complete in You

i wonder what Heaven is like.
can we just sing praises to the Lord all day and night?
with no books to bury my face
and expectations that rob my tears?

i believe it will be a place of bliss.
a point of time where i'm made complete in God.
i believe all human flaws would disintegrate the very moment we rapture.
cos Heaven is perfect, why should we ever desire for more?
i believe that all that see the Father as their Saviour
would be risen to Heaven.

a place full of smiles
a place filled with laughter
a place where happiness never cease
a place where love is abundant
a place where melody fills the sweet-scented air.

are you ready to accept Christ as your Saviour?

i know i already have.
i'd love to meet you in Heaven too (:

let us be the glorifiers of Your Holy Name
for Glory is Yours alone.

Labels: look to You

three simple words 2:15 AM

in Him alone

cause sometimes, all you really need to do,
is to listen.

"i'm forgiven~"

you're forgiven

thank You,
i'll rejoice evermore

can't wait to go to the zoo with YF this coming saturday! =D

i'm waiting for something

loves, mo

Labels: ceaseless gratitude (:

three simple words 12:03 AM

eyes on You

it's really time for us to get our eyes off other Christians and keep them on the Lord!

"When i look at others i'm disappointed; when i look at myself i'm disgusted. When i look at Jesus i am satisfied!"
=D

Hallelujah

Jesus is the One, worthy of all our praises!

Labels: Open these blind eyes and heart of mine, wide open wonder at the glory of You

three simple words 4:28 AM

for i am-only human

Just added a new song!
didn't load the full song though,
uploaded the cut version.
hahahs.
this song is from the show -
one litre of tears
it's a real tear-jerker.
cried more than buckets.
it's a DAMN good show nevertheless,
and you should not miss it!
it's also adapted from a true story
and thus that makes it all the more,
worth your time watching (:
go catch it yeah?
the theme song is as good as a show i feel!
hehe.
it really brings out the sadness of the show.
seriously, just go catch it.
not the movie huh!
the serial!
i have both and i can tell you the serial is definitely worth your time more if you plan to save time by watching the shorter version which is the movie. hahahs

Only Human

哀しみの向こう岸に　微笑みがあるというよ
たどり着くその先には　何が僕らを待ってる？

逃げるためじゃなく　夢追うために
旅に出たはずさ　遠い夏のあの日

明日さえ見えたなら　ため息もないけど
流れに逆らう舟のように
今は　前へ　進め

苦しみの尽きた場所に　幸せが待つというよ
僕はまだ探している　季節はずれの向日葵

こぶし握りしめ　朝日を待てば
赤い爪あとに　涙　キラリ　落ちる

孤独にも慣れたなら　月明かり頼りに
羽根なき翼で飛び立とう
もっと　前へ　進め

雨雲が切れたなら　濡れた道　かがやく
闇だけが教えてくれる
強い　強い　光
強く　前へ　進め

Only Human

Lyrics: Osanai Mai Translation: Jonathan Wu

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

little sweet thoughts
little sweet reminders.
memories of you.
~~me and you~~

loves, mo

Labels: ceaseless gratitude (:, i miss you

three simple words 5:08 PM

rest in His Love

come Jesus come.
come make my heart Your home.
come fill me with love.
let me lift my eyes to the hills
where salvation is found.
let me cry to the stars
where comfort is near.
let me lie on the pastures
where Your presence is strong.
take my life Lord.
that it can be made whole in You.
and only You.
make me one that pleases You, Father.
make me follow You like a child,
dear Shepherd.
let my whole being and life live for You,
my God.
Holy is Your name Father.
Hallelujah.

let us be the glorifier of our Father's glorious name!
Father, i pray that you'd just make our hearts bigger, make our souls enlarged, and our minds wider!
such that we can love You more.
as much as You deserve and as much as You want us to love You Lord!
for we do not love You enough.
teach us.
yes, open our hearts up to You.
to love You.

just a sudden urge of sadness that welled up within me

Labels: cry to God and let things go; for He knows what's the best

three simple words 11:25 PM

gifts(:

ok, let's begin with my birthday! (:
happy biggie 18 to myself!
teehee.
alright, i shant hold back.

several days before my parents and sis flew off,
went for high tea at Goodwood park (:
let the pictures do some talking (:

i thought it looked good
but they don't reckon so!

had swensen's before my parents and sis left too (:

okay, this is random,
taken when we were going to send them off (:

cheryl and daddy came over to celebrate the night before! =D
heheh. photos photos!

they got me coffeebean cheesecake and tiramisu!
we got daddy two choc cake!
hahah.. no one celebrated daddy's birthday so we celebrated together.
teehee.
got daddy a baby brush and a card. haas (x
hope he liked it! ((:

my big day!
jang jang jang jang!
let's put it really frankly,
i was really upset when i found that my bro was going to spend the countdown night with david as he was going to africa soon.
so i was like, oh well...
but guess what?
i got a surprise!
ahahha.
Alvin came at midnight.
okay, he didn't come over.
techinically, it was me who went over to the playground.
hahha. he lighted up "happy birthday"
with candles!
ahhaha.
he gave me a RED! zipper bag that says "Michelle love(s) Jesus"
i was really touched. (:
thanks dude.
i don't want to realise- what's over and what's not
those heartbreaking empty-promises
[okay, i'm narrating it in a really boring way because i'm really so tired mentally]
then! had GP paper the next day.
PLEASE! it's freaking difficult!!
ARRGGH!
anyway, kim, joy and i went for pastamania after that (:
had a jolly good lunch after we whined about our papers.
hahas. (:
then they came over as i had tuition.
love them!
so glad they insisted on keep me company!! =D
had tuition and they slept.
woke them after tuition ended.
told them we had to go for dinner already as it was really really LATE!
so we went down and kor was watching tv.
that was when Joy got hooked to the Arena,
BECAUSE! Nicholas had dazzled her into the stars by then.
THEN THEN THEN!
they all surprised me with Cheryl and bei's appearance!
ok, i knew bei was coming but Cheryl was totally unexpected.
hahah. then hey handed me my pressie.
HAPPY!!
=D hahha, unexpected x 2!
hahahah.
my YP-P2! teehee.
well i decided not to delve into details anymore.
it's boring myself out even.
ahhahas,
okok. we went buckaroos for supper.
all had mushroom soup and yummilicious baffalo wings!
whooo!
hahah.

this was what they got me.
wanted a white one but it's out of stock
but nevertheless! thank you to the numerous people! =D
HAPPY LIKE SIAO! hehehheeh.
hehe. yes yes, to my very special people,
i won't forget your cards =p
mummy and daddy called to wish me happy birthday too (:

hahahs. anyway,
whilst they were away,
i studied okay!
as much as i could though. teehee.
gotta buck up seriously!
and i forgot when to do my SGC,
so i didn't do it anyways, =p
cheryl stayed over once
[sorry for waking you up early in the morning! =x
i love you hon!! =D]
bei stayed over for a gazillion times (:
well, was in starvation too
hahah!
kept going cikalapiahpiah! teehee!

stuff me and bei did over the weeks. =p

@ Han's near my place (:

WE STUDIED OK! =P

@ Civic centre's Starbucks (:

bei stayed over yesterday.
hahah! we hardly slept!
only slept at 745am after i went crazy cause i hit passed my threshold.
heheh. kept singing crazily and talking loudly.
hee. love nights with you my lovely!
hee. hugs to you XP

hahahs. parents and sis came back today!
hahah. finally had something nice and together (:
when to east coast for wanton mee.
it's good stuff the wanton mee there i tell you.
YEP! =p
ooh. they kept lying to us that they just got us a shirt each. ahhaha
this was the shirt they were referring to: [lol]

hahha. here comes the present proper! =D
love them loads seriously!

yep, it's LV's limited edition! =D

my favourite choc of them all! =D

just one minute with it

another 10 and POOOOF! teehee!!

gladiators they bought me (:

and shoes i bought myself(:

thank God for bringing them back safely! =D

well, all those gifts.
Gifts.
the bring me back to basics
thinking of all the wonderful
and even more beauteous gifts God had given to us (:
God blessed me with many.
like my family, my beloved smiles, happiness, friends, and many many more.
what about you? (:
i'm sure God has blessed you with numerous gifts at this very moment too.
remember! God loves you thus endowing you with all your gifts!!

loves, mo(:

`hugs and kisses to my fabulous family! =D
`Father! Thank You! i love You!! =D

Labels: ceaseless gratitude (:

three simple words 10:04 PM