SYMPHONY OF EMOTIONS



-you.never.even.really.knew.me-

tears had blinded my vision
love had blinded my path
i could not hear the melody
but i heard your heartaches
you felt my presence
but did you feel the hurt from within?
have you heard my screams?
or seen the tears from my silent cries?
love may seem so real
but really
it is just an illusion



-love.HATE
HATE.love-
my floodgate of emotions


emo-fied

I tried searching,
high and low;
in and out;
everywhere i could.
But it turns out that,
i can only find solace,
in my own world of nothingness
I tried with all my might-
to trust.
But emptiness,
was all i got in return.
I tried fleeing,
but all just came crashing back.
I went to hide,
and It was there.
The only place
which provided me:
with comfort,
and protection.
This would be
my impenetrable world.
In the depths of darkness-
I'll survive.
And live in denial.



from.the.within

undeniably,
sadness swell.
happiness purged.
Each day passes,
my heart turns cold.
The inflation of jealousy,
was uncontrollable.
The meaning of joy, gone.
Where has love been?
Why had trust chosen to hide?
Leaving me in lurch-
- of dark confusion.
Darkness as my light.
Leadinging me through,
these heartaches.

Undefined

something's stirring within me.
is it right or is it wrong?
so prominent yet kept within
as the E-s flow into a song.

sung with smiles and sung in tears
in the presence of no-one-knows.
kept in warmth and far from fears,
is that smile beneath your nose.

will it be to stay for long?
or just a touch that simply fades..
like hot passion on the tongs
that is nothing more than a date.

i know not of how it came,
will it just be of another game?


calls.from.the.soul

sonnet of truth

how much does my heart yearn for
and expect for so much more.
dearly gaze upon that face
which smiles with such lovely grace

a touch of an angel's kiss
harbouring within: a bliss
wings that are as white as snow
fluttering in snowflakes' glow.

but clouds of fate brings a twist
and it's now a game of risk.
begone are the sunny rays
as the tears are here to stay

time erodes all emotions
like withering devotion...

sudden inspirations

He's calling

what could a heart yearn so much
for, i didn't know till now.
His love is such mighty touch
that i can't halp but go "WOW"

a smile so gentle and sweet
igniting the flame within
my heart, warmed the soul so weak
that nourished the one so thin

a whisper so soft yet clear
calling out to the famished
hearts, beckoning through years
that home is so near their reach

will they receive with hearts open?
or not know him till the end?

empowerment of Your love over fear



sometimes

sometimes when i miss you
i will just have to gaze upon the rising sun
wishing that you are warm

sometimes when i miss you
i just have to whisper to the wind
hoping that it would send them to you

sometimes when i miss you
i just have to smile upon the skies
wishing that you are fine

sometimes when i miss you
i just have to walk in the rain
hoping that you are dry

sometimes when i miss you
i just have to gaze upon the stars
wishing that you are missing me too

sometimes when i miss you
there's no sometimes at all



imissyou


MELODY OF
MONOTONY

Saturday, June 07, 2008

rest in His Love

come Jesus come.
come make my heart Your home.
come fill me with love.
let me lift my eyes to the hills
where salvation is found.
let me cry to the stars
where comfort is near.
let me lie on the pastures
where Your presence is strong.
take my life Lord.
that it can be made whole in You.
and only You.
make me one that pleases You, Father.
make me follow You like a child,
dear Shepherd.
let my whole being and life live for You,
my God.
Holy is Your name Father.
Hallelujah.


let us be the glorifier of our Father's glorious name!
Father, i pray that you'd just make our hearts bigger, make our souls enlarged, and our minds wider!
such that we can love You more.
as much as You deserve and as much as You want us to love You Lord!
for we do not love You enough.
teach us.
yes, open our hearts up to You.
to love You.



just a sudden urge of sadness that welled up within me

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