SYMPHONY OF EMOTIONS



-you.never.even.really.knew.me-

tears had blinded my vision
love had blinded my path
i could not hear the melody
but i heard your heartaches
you felt my presence
but did you feel the hurt from within?
have you heard my screams?
or seen the tears from my silent cries?
love may seem so real
but really
it is just an illusion



-love.HATE
HATE.love-

my floodgate of emotions




emo-fied

I tried searching,
high and low;
in and out;
everywhere i could.
But it turns out that,
i can only find solace,
in my own world of nothingness
I tried with all my might-
to trust.
But emptiness,
was all i got in return.
I tried fleeing,
but all just came crashing back.
I went to hide,
and It was there.
The only place
which provided me:
with comfort,
and protection.
This would be
my impenetrable world.
In the depths of darkness-
I'll survive.
And live in denial.



from.the.within

undeniably,
sadness swell.
happiness purged.
Each day passes,
my heart turns cold.
The inflation of jealousy,
was uncontrollable.
The meaning of joy, gone.
Where has love been?
Why had trust chosen to hide?
Leaving me in lurch-
- of dark confusion.
Darkness as my light.
Leadinging me through,
these heartaches.


Undefined

something's stirring within me.
is it right or is it wrong?
so prominent yet kept within
as the E-s flow into a song.

sung with smiles and sung in tears
in the presence of no-one-knows.
kept in warmth and far from fears,
is that smile beneath your nose.

will it be to stay for long?
or just a touch that simply fades..
like hot passion on the tongs
that is nothing more than a date.

i know not of how it came,
will it just be of another game?


calls.from.the.soul

sonnet of truth

how much does my heart yearn for
and expect for so much more.
dearly gaze upon that face
which smiles with such lovely grace

a touch of an angel's kiss
harbouring within: a bliss
wings that are as white as snow
fluttering in snowflakes' glow.

but clouds of fate brings a twist
and it's now a game of risk.
begone are the sunny rays
as the tears are here to stay

time erodes all emotions
like withering devotion...

sudden inspirations



He's calling

what could a heart yearn so much
for, i didn't know till now.
His love is such mighty touch
that i can't halp but go "WOW"

a smile so gentle and sweet
igniting the flame within
my heart, warmed the soul so weak
that nourished the one so thin

a whisper so soft yet clear
calling out to the famished
hearts, beckoning through years
that home is so near their reach

will they receive with hearts open?
or not know him till the end?

empowerment of Your love over fear



sometimes

sometimes when i miss you
i will just have to gaze upon the rising sun
wishing that you are warm

sometimes when i miss you
i just have to whisper to the wind
hoping that it would send them to you

sometimes when i miss you
i just have to smile upon the skies
wishing that you are fine

sometimes when i miss you
i just have to walk in the rain
hoping that you are dry

sometimes when i miss you
i just have to gaze upon the stars
wishing that you are missing me too

sometimes when i miss you
there's no sometimes at all



imissyou




MELODY OF
MONOTONY

Sunday, June 08, 2008

for i am-only human

Just added a new song!
didn't load the full song though,
uploaded the cut version.
hahahs.
this song is from the show -
one litre of tears
it's a real tear-jerker.
cried more than buckets.
it's a DAMN good show nevertheless,
and you should not miss it!
it's also adapted from a true story
and thus that makes it all the more,
worth your time watching (:
go catch it yeah?
the theme song is as good as a show i feel!
hehe.
it really brings out the sadness of the show.
seriously, just go catch it.
not the movie huh!
the serial!
i have both and i can tell you the serial is definitely worth your time more if you plan to save time by watching the shorter version which is the movie. hahahs


Only Human

哀しみの向こう岸に 微笑みがあるというよ
たどり着くその先には 何が僕らを待ってる?

逃げるためじゃなく 夢追うために
旅に出たはずさ 遠い夏のあの日

明日さえ見えたなら ため息もないけど
流れに逆らう舟のように
今は 前へ 進め

苦しみの尽きた場所に 幸せが待つというよ
僕はまだ探している 季節はずれの向日葵

こぶし握りしめ 朝日を待てば
赤い爪あとに 涙 キラリ 落ちる

孤独にも慣れたなら 月明かり頼りに
羽根なき翼で飛び立とう
もっと 前へ 進め

雨雲が切れたなら 濡れた道 かがやく
闇だけが教えてくれる
強い 強い 光
強く 前へ 進め




Only Human

Lyrics: Osanai Mai Translation: Jonathan Wu

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on


little sweet thoughts
little sweet reminders.
memories of you.
me and you


loves, mo

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